I want to go back, I
want to invent a time machine, and I want to travel in time … I want my old
life back …
But Oh GOD look at me
I’m in a total mess unable to breathe, unable to think, with a hindered body and
a frozen mind... I tried to fly but my wings were broken… I aimed so high then
my fall was painful... I wanted to live to achieve to get... But NO it was just
a dream... a sweet illusion I was trapped in… And now look at me here on the
land of reality, on the land of deceive, cruelty and misery. I wanted the sun
but the heat burnt me alive, I tried to fly but wings were no longer mine, I
thought I had what will help me stand and walk, but no it was all now lost.
I have nothing left
but a disaster, my life now is a total failure, and my hopes... Oh what hopes I
have no hopes no light no nothing remained in my life … I lost my beauty, my
health, my intelligence, my focus, my aim, my goals ,my dreams… I LOST MY
EVERYTHING.
I’m an empty shell
with no soul, I live in the dark where no one can find. I lock myself and start
to cry, I pity my pathetic life… OH GOD why did you chose me, why a sad fate
should tag along with me. Can’t I live! Can’t I breathe! Why???? Why should it
me????
But wait for a moment
now dear, is it god or is it me? Should I blame destiny? Should I stand still
and pity my misery? We humans are sure so funny whenever we lose track of our
roads, whenever we lose sight of our sun, whenever we goof around play games
and act irresponsible, we blame our failure on god, destiny and fate ….
Why
not stop for a minute and think! Recall the track of our actions and look
carefully to our slacking… Was it God who forced us to fail, or was it us who
lazed around and played? Did fate curse our work, or was it the
irresponsibility that pulled us behind? Did destiny make our misery a fact, or
was it the result of the slacking around? The dead end road was it god’s fault!
Or the result of a shallow decision we took?
So instead of weeping
and wining in the corner, instead of locking ourselves in the box, instead of
cursing our luck, lets open our eyes wide, read our life carefully, point out
the blesses and the failure… lets learn from our mistakes, make a plan, put a
new goal and a higher aim… life is so short so let’s make the best of it while
we can…let us be optimistic, be serious, work hard and we shall fly high :D