I want to go back, I
want to invent a time machine, and I want to travel in time … I want my old
life back …

I have nothing left
but a disaster, my life now is a total failure, and my hopes... Oh what hopes I
have no hopes no light no nothing remained in my life … I lost my beauty, my
health, my intelligence, my focus, my aim, my goals ,my dreams… I LOST MY
EVERYTHING.
I’m an empty shell
with no soul, I live in the dark where no one can find. I lock myself and start
to cry, I pity my pathetic life… OH GOD why did you chose me, why a sad fate
should tag along with me. Can’t I live! Can’t I breathe! Why???? Why should it
me????
But wait for a moment
now dear, is it god or is it me? Should I blame destiny? Should I stand still
and pity my misery? We humans are sure so funny whenever we lose track of our
roads, whenever we lose sight of our sun, whenever we goof around play games
and act irresponsible, we blame our failure on god, destiny and fate ….
Why
not stop for a minute and think! Recall the track of our actions and look
carefully to our slacking… Was it God who forced us to fail, or was it us who
lazed around and played? Did fate curse our work, or was it the
irresponsibility that pulled us behind? Did destiny make our misery a fact, or
was it the result of the slacking around? The dead end road was it god’s fault!
Or the result of a shallow decision we took?
So instead of weeping
and wining in the corner, instead of locking ourselves in the box, instead of
cursing our luck, lets open our eyes wide, read our life carefully, point out
the blesses and the failure… lets learn from our mistakes, make a plan, put a
new goal and a higher aim… life is so short so let’s make the best of it while
we can…let us be optimistic, be serious, work hard and we shall fly high :D